Suprise!!

Okay so..... it has been a very long kind of hard couple of weeks. I have been thinking a lot lately about my life and what I should be doing. For some reason school, has just not been my thing lately. I don't know why. I just don't have that much of an interest. So after a lot of pondering and thinking, I think I have come to a conclusion. A MISSION. Thats right. I am now about 99% sure that I am going to serve a mission. This is crazy.... typing this I am terrified. But I feel that it is the right thing for me to do. I keep re thinking everything, and saying oh I can't go because of this and this, but my Mom just keeps saying have faith and it will work out. Plus the lesson in Young Womens today was about being STRONG AND OF GOOD COURAGE. I think it was at that moment that i decided for sure. I am still scared out of my mind. But hopefully it will work out. I know it will. I am such a home body, and so it is really going to be a challenge for me, but I know that this is what is planned for me. I know that it is what I need to be doing. Preparing for a mission. I can't wait. Yes, I know I am not 21 until December but it is going to come faster than ya think. So there it is. I am just glad that I can have one more girls camp with my mom, and a family vacation planned as well. Colton and I will both be gone at the same time, so double blessings for my parents I guess. It will be good. Well only a few people know, so if you read this congrats that you are one of the few. Thanks for reading. I promise I will try and be better at updating this. And I really need to get some pictures up. I will work on that.